I should talk about being “bipolar” more often I thinks… I usually don’t show or talk about the downs because they suck. I don’t like them, BUT after being manic for a week or so I KNOW the downs are coming. What usually happens is I think everything I’m doing sucks and I should stop and I hide under my blanket all day.
It’s so odd because on the manic side of things I’M THE FUCKING KING OF THE WORLD!!! Anything’s possible, I get a ton of stuff done and life is great! Then, when it’s blanket time, I can’t do anything and I’m CERTAIN that everything I’m working on is stupid and will fail.
I had one of those kinds of days yesterday. 😛