Hiding Under The Blanket
January 21st, 2009 § 5 Comments
I should talk about being “bipolar” more often I thinks… I usually don’t show or talk about the downs because they suck. I don’t like them, BUT after being manic for a week or so I KNOW the downs are coming. What usually happens is I think everything I’m doing sucks and I should stop and I hide under my blanket all day.
It’s so odd because on the manic side of things I’M THE FUCKING KING OF THE WORLD!!! Anything’s possible, I get a ton of stuff done and life is great! Then, when it’s blanket time, I can’t do anything and I’m CERTAIN that everything I’m working on is stupid and will fail.
I had one of those kinds of days yesterday.
Drink more beer.
Think less thoughts.
lol. Indeed.
Forget luvbeers advice unless you plan on drowning in your sorrowful self and just stay down. You know you don’t have to look too far to see where that will lead:(
hey hey .. you’re projects are awesome!! Glad blanket day didn’t get you too down.
I used to have a blankie. But I had to give up in college to get laid. Perhaps that could be a motivation?